You know what? I hate html.I wish I was doing almost anything else.Like getting laid. I could be having sex right now, but noooo.I watched Utena lose her virginity again this weekend.That scene is so hot.The fine line between obsession and madness is... what was I saying?GIRL ON GIRL ACTION!!!I want that outfit. I like red and black. What a surprise.This layout took forever to get just right. But that was because I took so many breaks.I never ate glue in kindergarten. Hard to tell, huh?Gio keeps talking about food. What a bitch.LEGS.See, I'm being productive. Now if only I could do this at work, where productive is just a dream...GODDAMMIT STOP TALKING ABOUT FOODYou know, those are the only important things in life. Food, sex, and sleep.Everything else is just window dressing.I have to clean my house still. That sucks.I hate cleaning. I should buy maids.I want to go to a museum, but I don't want to get out of my jammies.I suck at being energetic.Funny, you don't look Druish.


Darkling - 'I Mean Akio Discussing...'

   It was just... incredibly bizarre. See, Utena and I were up on this thing in the clouds. It was a beanstalk. You know, like from the faery-tale. I *was* Akio. 0_o That in and of itself is pretty disturbing... Although cool in a way <grin>. So, anyway, Utena and I were up on this beanstalk, and there are all these weird poster things hanging all over the place. Exept there were no *walls*. Anyway, Utena was flipping out about being up on the beanstalk, and about being with me. She was not happy, and she had the sword of Dios, and she was running around trying to get down. I was reading the posters, I think they were advertisements- but old ones. Like, from the fifties old. "Vintage", if you will. Then I realized that, hey! Over there is the giant! Its head and shoulders are sticking throught the platform that made up what we were standing on.

   And it was Shiva. As in, the Hindu god Shiva. Geez, I have a LOT of mythological crap in my dreams.

   Anyway, so Shiva and I (this is Me as Akio still, BTW) got to talking... About the nature of reality and illusion, of all things (I found this EXTREMELY ironic upon waking... I mean, Akio discussing the nature of illusion, c'mon!).

   So. We were discussing the nature of illusion, and suddenly I (Akio-me) realizes that, hey, *THIS* is an illusion. At this point, I wake up in my bed. This is still part of the dream, mind you... So, I wake up, and Doug (the Nickolodeon show) is on TV, and I'm trying to watch it when my mother comes in and tells me my room is messy and that I need to clean it, despite the fact that it is VERY clean already.

   Then I woke up for *real*.

   <a-hem> I think, myself, that the beanstalk thing MUST have been standing in for the duel arena. I mean, SERIOUSLY, it's in the sky, and the beanstalk leading up WOULD look an awful lot like the stairs, eh? And since I was Akio, and up there with Utena, and Shiva (the destroyer), that must represent...

   Shit. I don't know. The destruction of the relationship between them (you know, the one that was based on lies anyway ^.~)? The destruction of Akio's illusionary world? Ne, that actually WOULD makes sense, since Utena was trying to escape. Perhaps, then, the destruction of innocence? ^_^;; I think I'm making too much out of this... LOL. Just a DREAM, after all.