You know what? I hate html.I wish I was doing almost anything else.Like getting laid. I could be having sex right now, but noooo.I watched Utena lose her virginity again this weekend.That scene is so hot.The fine line between obsession and madness is... what was I saying?GIRL ON GIRL ACTION!!!I want that outfit. I like red and black. What a surprise.This layout took forever to get just right. But that was because I took so many breaks.I never ate glue in kindergarten. Hard to tell, huh?Gio keeps talking about food. What a bitch.LEGS.See, I'm being productive. Now if only I could do this at work, where productive is just a dream...GODDAMMIT STOP TALKING ABOUT FOODYou know, those are the only important things in life. Food, sex, and sleep.Everything else is just window dressing.I have to clean my house still. That sucks.I hate cleaning. I should buy maids.I want to go to a museum, but I don't want to get out of my jammies.I suck at being energetic.Funny, you don't look Druish.


Lilium - Gee, thanks, Lilith.

     Bearing in mind with this dream, I'm a pagan, and Lilith is one of my patron goddesses. Onward!

     Dream begins with me, my friend Matt, my friend Zac, and my friend Amanda at Ohtori Academy. I get the feeling that the dream-me knew something was wrong with the place, but couldn't figure out how. I also couldn't figure out how we had gotten there. We wander the campus for a while before the creepy guidance councilor asks us why we are on the campus if we don't go there - I notice that I'm wearing a regular school uniform better suited for Juuban highschool (as in, Sailormoon), and the rest are dressed in their normal street clothes. I apologize and say we're lost.

     It switches to us in Akio's observatory/projector room. Anthy is standing off in the corner and I can't see her eyes because the glare from the window (although it was night outside and awfully dark in the room) was being reflected from her glasses. Utena was sitting on the couch across from Akio and had her normal happy look on her face. The councilor was apologizing for intruding on their meeting, but was saying we were tresspassing. Zac started complaining that the lady had dragged him in by his ear and he was going to sue her. I explained that we had no idea how we got on-campus.

     Amanda had wandered off by this point and wandered back in with an accoustic guitar that looks like it was made for kids (I think it was the one I still have from when I was younger). She started strumming the strings and singing about her "ultra powerful special secret weapon to make bitchy old hags leave her the fuck alone". It worked becuse the councilor coevred her ears, screamed and ran out.

     Akio seemed a little disturbed by Amanda's singing, but invited us to stay until he was able to arrange for transportation back to wherever it was we came from, and Anthy and Utena led us to dorms on their level fo the building.

     From here it went from silly to weirdly intense. There was a lot of jumbled interactions with people, but I got the feeling bad things had started happening at the campus. I was wearing a black nightgown and was suddenly in my bed at the dorm. The moon outside was really bright and full, and I was writhing around, panting. Matt came in and was asking me what was wrong. My eyes were really wide and kind of glazed over and I asked him if he remembered how I would go into heat when the moon was full (um, that is kind of true, my hormones get really active when the moon is full), and I was upset because something about that place was making it worse. He sat down next to me and I grabbed onto him, and was whimpering to him to not let "that man" get to me, because I wouldn't be able to stop him in that state. I was apparently emitting pheromones or something because Matt started getting hot and bothered but was doing his gentlemanly best to resist it.

     A knock on the door, and Anthy came in. I still couldn't see her eyes. She had a tray. Magically, Matt was now in the armchair by my bed and I was stretched out on it, trying to sleep. He looked like he was ready to jump on me at any time. Anthy set the tray down on a night stand and handed me a drink, saying she made a sleeping draught because she thought I would need it. She gave Matt a different drink and said it would "cool him down". I was asleep almost immediately and Matt looked like the pheromones had stopped working on him. I don't knwo what Matt and Anthy had said because apparently, when Iw as asleep I couldn't hear them anymore, but I could see what was going on. They left.

     And of course, what is an Utena dream without "that man"? Akio crept into the room, and I woke up, and I started telling him to go away. He crawled on top of me and started to try to make with the lovin', when suddenly, I latched onto him instead of resisting, but not in a "hey baby whassup?" kind of way. He pulled back and I had black eyes, and my features changed to a pale woman with black hair in a black dress. He jumped off, startled, and the woman stood up, laughing imperiously at him. Apparently, she was Lilith, and as my patron goddess she wasn't going to let him take advantage of me when I couldn't fight back. She didn't care if he tried again when I wasn't uncontrollably amorous though. Gee, thanks, Lilith.

     When Amanda ran in with Utena's Movie duelling outfit on to fight Akio away, Lilith vanished, leaving an unconscious me behind. Akio caught me and put me back on th ebed, and this is where I woke up. Sad, I wanted to see if Amanda was going to beat him up. :(

     Usually, I'm Anthy in these dreams. Maybe that was why I couldn't see her eyes?

     I think it's really sad that she set me and Matt up D: She gave me teh sleeping draught so I wouldn't be able to fight off Akio and convinced Matt to leave me to my fate. ;-;